I have no intention of updating for a long time. I feel like I have no creative "juice" in me, anymore. I am happy, but at the same time I cannot see anything that is remarkably beautiful in this world. I am afraid that I have become increasingly apathetic.
I am not sure if it is just a phase - it has been a long while since I really did care about something. I even fear that I have lost my will to love somebody. Not from fear, but it's more because I feel like I am not functioning properly. Like I am just an empty shell that walks around. I know that those dearest to me don't deserve this. My family, my boyfriend, my friends, none of them seem to be able to "jumpstart" my engine anymore.
Can somebody fix this?
Please?